today feels like a good day :) for the first time i’m looking back on my relationship with josh with happiness instead of sadness or anger or hurt. I’m incredibly happy to have experienced the love i had with him. I’m not sure if i’ll ever feel anything that powerful ever again. but maybe i will and it will be five thousand times better.
in all honesty i hope we both learned from our relationship. i hope we both can move on to someone who is much more compatible for us. i hope i can find someone who is compatible with my values & beliefs but also gives me the electrifying lightning feeling like i had with him.
i hope one day we will both be happier than we are now, or ever were when we were together. and i really hope he doesn’t cheat ever again.